Ok, for the past few weeks, as the pain has gotten worse, I have noticed that my motivation has gone down. This is a bad thing since it is the end of our fiscal year. I'm having to force myself to do the things I need to do before we close out the year. I haven't TOUCHED my jewelry, and I really need to fix a bracelet for a friend who keeps busting hers. I can't figure out why it keeps happening, but I need to get it fixed in the next couple of days. BLAH! Wish I felt like picking it up.
All I want to do is take pain killers to take the edge off, lay down with a heating pad on my back, watch TV, play video games or read.
I should be better in two weeks once the pain is gone (HOPE).
Why in the hell do I have these problems? I'm only 35. Were I 65, it would make more sense. Do other people with chronic health issues go through the 'Why me? What did I do to deserve this?' phase?
This and one other issue makes me want to make my first raving_lunatics post.