July 11th, 2008

Zoloft covers that nicely

It begins

When I get back from vacation, I will have to begin in earnest the preparations for my job search. I'm going to put my all into finding a position within Sun again, but not limit myself there.

This has officially been the longest day of my life. I don't even remember whether the mail sitting on the counter is from today or yesterday. I had a 9 am call, got laid off at 10 am, had a small breakdown, my husband took the kids to my mom's, he went back to work, I danced like a maniac, I bleached my hair, I went and laid out by the pool with a friend, wandered around craft stores, went looking at fish in an exotic fish store (it's like going to the aquarium, only FREE!), came home and finally ate something, watched a little TV, then started going at saving the accomplishments of the past 12 years. Parts of my access at work are already shutting down, but I was able to save copies of my salary history, performance reviews up until this year, awards, kudos emails, personal templates I used for project tracking and set up a 'no longer in the office' away message for the two weeks my email will still be on.

My stomach burns. I took Tylenol PM, but I don't think it's doing much. I should have just gone with 2 Phenergan.

Reminder for self: Need to set up doctor's appointments and get all prescriptions refilled. Need to gather all Sun equipment, token card and badges to turn back in.