June 17th, 2007



It's amazing that the kids can come wake me up, I go out into the kitchen and make breakfast (waffles, cereal, yogurt, strawberry milk), give them their medicine or vitamins, let the dogs out, let the dogs back in (it's raining - they did business in record time), brushed my teeth and it wasn't until I sat down just now that I realized I was on total autopilot. I don't really remember making any real decisions or conversation past 'yes', 'no' or 'ok'.

I'm sitting in my chair now with heat on my back. If I can block out the sounds of the kids playing, I bet I can fall right back to sleep. (Please, oh, please)