August 29th, 2006

BRCA

Grr

I'm sad, bitchy and somewhat mad at the world today. I just wish everything would stop for a while and just leave me alone.

But NOPE - gotta go take my mom to the doctor and listen to more about how it is all about her. How horrible HER life is.

It's getting bad when you are actually considering doing a hysterectomy sooner, rather than later, just so you have a couple of days laying in a hospital bed and not having to worry about anything.

FUCK! I hate life right now. I know deep down it is good, but feeling like this isn't rational. I'm just tired of the pleasant Polly attitude I try to put out.

Ok, off to the my mom and see if I can survive a couple of hours with her in this mood. Either that, or one of us won't make it back. I take Tae Kwon Do. I can take a 71 year old woman with health issues.