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Where, oh where has my motivation gone?

PAIN SUCKS!

Ok, for the past few weeks, as the pain has gotten worse, I have noticed that my motivation has gone down. This is a bad thing since it is the end of our fiscal year. I'm having to force myself to do the things I need to do before we close out the year. I haven't TOUCHED my jewelry, and I really need to fix a bracelet for a friend who keeps busting hers. I can't figure out why it keeps happening, but I need to get it fixed in the next couple of days. BLAH! Wish I felt like picking it up.

All I want to do is take pain killers to take the edge off, lay down with a heating pad on my back, watch TV, play video games or read.

I should be better in two weeks once the pain is gone (HOPE).

Why in the hell do I have these problems? I'm only 35. Were I 65, it would make more sense. Do other people with chronic health issues go through the 'Why me? What did I do to deserve this?' phase?

This and one other issue makes me want to make my first raving_lunatics post.

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oddharmonic
Jun. 17th, 2005 02:21 am (UTC)
Is there anything I can do to help?

trshtwns01
Jun. 17th, 2005 02:39 am (UTC)
God, you're so sweet. No, Scott is out of town, but I've got my mom coming in the morning to take the kids to school, then she'll pick them up and stay overnight with us. I'm generally only confined for the first 24 hours. Scott should be back next week for the second part of it.

I've been through it before. I'll feel much better in a couple of weeks. It's just hardest right before and during the procedures, but when you know there is light at the end of the tunnel, it's bearable.

Thanks so much for the offer!
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